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Name: Keith
Country: United States
State: Massachusetts
Metro: Boston
Birthday: 10/23/1989
Gender: Male


Interests: church, school, internet, friends
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research


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Member Since: 2/23/2006

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

What do I do?

I don't know what to do right now.

My guardians are Christian, so they say, but are completely against me going to a church with all of my friends because they are chinese. Also, they feel the lessons that I have learned from doing so are false. To be truthful, without trying to be disrespectful, their beliefs are not really Christian at all. They believe that everyone goes to heaven as long as they are generally good. They fail to realize that their actions do not follow their affirmed beliefs. To me, they are the two biggest hypocrites I have met. I have tried to share my beliefs with them on countless occasions, but am unable to get through their thick-headed minds.I know who I want to be, but I cannot be my true self around them without being tared and feathered in ridicule. I know Christians are supposed to endure trials for their faith, but I am no longer anle to deal with it. I can no longer do anything without myself and my religion being attacked. For example, sitting down to dinner, I get hounded with questions that if the Bible says not to kill, why do I eat meat? There is only so much of this that I can handle. The one thing I am looking forward to in my life right now is to get out of my house. Each day, I know I am failing my belief in dening my faith, like Peter, just to make it through the day. I guess what I'm trying to day is: Can anyone give me advice on how to get through this difficult situation with compromising my beifs or causing turmoil at home? Any comments would be greatly appreciated on this matter.


Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Wow! It's been a while.

Wow! It seems like forever since I last updated. My summer has been okay, but really not that great.

For a quick rundown, I was in the hospital because my medication wasn't right, my aunt (that I live with) was involved in a car accident (not her fault, and yes, she is doing fine), and my grandmother broke her wrist on Saturday at a family wedding. So, it hasn't been the best summer. I got a new SN for AIM, Yahoo, and MSN. It's firefoxnut. Feel free to IM if your from BCEC.


Saturday, April 22, 2006

Currently Reading
Julius Caesar (Folger Shakespeare Library)
By William Shakespeare
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After a week in France

OK for those of u who don't know. i'm in france untill next friday.

okay so we spent four days in paris and the now for the past four days i have been in a little town southeast of rennes called le guerche de bretagne. i m staying with clément fusil, an 18 year old kid who is in lycée, basically 11th grade in high school. full update will come on the 29th

NOTE: i hate julius caesar by william shakespeare


Monday, April 10, 2006

Whoops

Well i guess i should update considering it's been over a month.

Let's see, no real updates, except i'm leaving for france on friday.

Yeah it's finally here

i'll update when i get back on the 28 or later depending on tired i m

i'll miss all ya guys and girls at bcec

Happy Easter!



Wednesday, March 08, 2006

BeJou

Any dog owner will tell you that once you get a dog, it becomes part of your family. BeJou was a member of our family for 13 years. Sadly, we had to put him down today. May he rest in peace.

In Loving Memory:
BeJou Donahue
Nov. 2, 1992 ~ Mar. 8, 2006



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